So I am down 5 pounds. It is not a ton but it is a start. I have continued to use the smoothies with the protein powder. I have tried not to eat fast food as much and keep the sugary drinks low. I will never completely cut out #coke but I do try to not over do it either. My goal is no more than one a day but some times I have more than that and it is ok too. I will be attempting to go back to the gym starting Monday however I have been in quite a bit of pain so we shall see how that starts out.
I am not trying to starve myself nor deprive myself. I am just trying to be a healthier me and a more confident me. You do not have to be a size 2 in order to be happy. If you are being healthy and you are you are happy at a size 10 then that is fine too. It is all about how you feel about yourself and if you are happy. Now I am not promoting being 300 pounds and thinking that is fine but I am not saying you have to be a twig either. If what you are doing is making you unhealthy or unhappy then you should fix it. You do not want to die at 35 because you loved cheeseburgers too much but having them now and then is not the end of the world
I will continue my journey until I am happy with the results. I am not sure what size that will make me. I do know that what ever size I end up it will be what I am happy with and not a number that some chart has labeled me as needing to be.