So I am trying to start the new year by getting my life and home in order. The hard part is doing it with chronic pain and chronic fatigue. The problem is you get motivated to get things done but have no energy to do it. Your body and mind are exhausted but you attempt things any way and that only leads to more pain and exhaustion.
I really do try to keep going and get stuff done. I do not want my daughter to think I am lazy and that it is ok not to get stuff done but then I suffer later and can not do stuff that I want to do with her, further complicated by her seizures and chronic issues we are stuck in a cycle. I want her to know that it is ok to live but showing her is a little harder than that.
This year I am claiming it is going to be a better year. I am believing it. I am going to attempt the gym more and go to church more often. I want my daughter to know it is ok to be tired but you can not give up. I am pushing through this year to show her there is more to life than the computer and couch.
I hope you are having a blessed day and enjoying the first day of 2016.