I have so much going through my head lately. I want a change so I have a lot of things to accomplish ahead. I could lose my job any day so that really puts a spin on the situation, I need a job that lets me just work and has structure. If I could afford to work for myself I totally would because it would make things so much better around here. Sales jobs are just not my thing. If some one doesn't want to buy something I am not one to really push the issue.
I want so much more for my daughters future so I have a lot of work to so there as well. She only has 2 years until college. It may seem like I have time but if you are a parent you know how fast time flies. I want to give her the sweet 16 she is dreaming of and also give her the choice of whatever college she wants.
I want a better future for myself as well not just sitting on my couch because I am poor or do not feel good half the time. I want to be able to enjoy life a little. I think I need to make a check list of things I want to do do so that I can keep up on my goals, then as I check them off it will also help me have a sense of accomplishment. I think I just want my life to mean something one day. I am not saying I need to be mega famous but when my daughter talks about me to her grand kids I want it to be positive things.
I know we all feel this way at some point but I want to do something about that feeling. I want to actually make that feeling go away and turn it into something positive. I want to look back on my life and be completely at peace when it is time for me to leave this world.