So it is going on two years since I came back from down south. Two years since I found out my husband was cheating on me and wanted to end our marriage. It has been a long all most two years and nothing has really changed. I am still alone and broke. I have so many ideas all the time but never act on any of them so that is not good.
I was not born to just get by. No one is. We all have a purpose here and we are destined to do great things really. We all have that one thing we are meant to do, and we are meant to do it in a way no one else can. The problem is life starts happening and we lose sight of these things. We start to doubt our abilities in life. It is tragic how many people go through life and never meet there potential. Well no more.
Before I die I will find my purpose and I will be great at whatever it is that I was destined to do. I need to start by getting my self organized. You can not have a productive purposed life with clutter every where. This will be hard at first. I have gotten very disorganized over the years. I guess it is due to the drama in my life. You start to show signs outward when you are conflicted outside.
I need to get back into a routine. I need to get my physical self back under control as well. I lost weight and was very happy, then all hell broke loose and I have gained almost 10 pounds back. It is more like I am just getting by in life waiting for things to happen. It is time to start making things happen and do my best each and every day.
So first on the agenda is to get organized and get moving. Having disorder and no movement at all is useless. I can't get forward if I am not moving in the first place.