So for a long time things were really rough. Then all of the sudden the other day I was sitting here doing my surveys and such and it hit me. I was fine. I wasn't stressed even though a lot of things were crazy. I was relaxed and at peace with my situation. I didn't care that things were going wrong. I was just enjoying sitting with my daughter and doing my thing. It was a great feeling.
As you all know it has been a long time that things have been going crazy for me. Every day I woke up worried about what was going to go wrong and would I make it just one more day. This day it was all gone. I wasn't worried, or stressed or anything of the sort. I was just at peace. It was an amazing moment for me. It has been so long but I got there. Every day since I have thought about that feeling and I keep it going. Not every day is perfect and sunshine but I am still here.
I am also thinking about taking a big step into a career change where I am in charge. I want to help people. I want it to be in a big way though so I am thinking of becoming a life coach. I can help people figure out what they want to do and how to get there. I am not sure this is my true calling but it has been on my mind day after day for at least a week now so I am researching the topic. I think it would be amazing to help others find their true passion and how to get there.
I am ready to change and do big things with my life. I know I am poor in money but I am rich in faith and spirit. I am going to make it. So will you.