So it has been awhile since I posted. My heart just was not into anything for a long time. Life was such a battle and I really just didn't have it in me to life. Now don't get me wrong, I do not want to die or harm myself at all. I just didn't have the energy to try anymore. It was so energy draining just to be. I was sad about everything. I lost my marriage, my house, most of my family had turned against me, I hated my job, my daughter was still struggling, you name it I was just going thru it and the motions to make it each day.
I just wasn't in a great head space. everything seemed like a chore. I hid in my house, I just went to work to pay my bills and then whatever I had to do to survive. It has been a long road but I am slowly getting back to some sort of normal. I am planning to get back to my blogging and hopefully it is helpful to some people out there
