Those Days

Do you ever have days where people's questions and sarcasm really just make you want to never talk to another person again?  I will be honest, I do.  Especially when some one wants to play 21 questions after I just said I had a crazy day.  If I said they fell at the dr. and went the ER why is it suddenly where did they fall, what were they doing, did you tell some one?  I don't know they just fell and I left them on the sidewalk to fend for them self. They I am referring to is a 14 year old girl with seizure disorder so of course as soon as she fell I got her inside and had the dr that was in the office look ate her.  Then I get well aren't they supposed to keep the sidewalks ice free.  Well when there was freezing rain that can be a challenge and the fact that there was a guy out there trying to clear the walk as best as he could again during freezing rain,  really what do you expect?  It is winter and we had snow with freezing rain of course there was icy spots.

Using sarcasm all the time is frustrating too.  Like if I post a very nice picture on Facebook and say I love these guys and you respond with they are bad I am ignoring that.  I am sharing a nice moment and you are out to find a way to make it less nice.  When it is practically done on every post I do it really seems more like you are being mean after awhile.  Sorry if this sounds crazy but I am just frustrated right now by some peoples behavior.

If you are supposed to be my friend and know the struggle I have had with my ex husband even being involved to the point it is part of the custody order and I tell you that he needs to start being a parent why are you as my friend and some one who is supposed to care about y daughters well being knowing the stress and anger she has suffered continually trying to make things easier for him.  I don't need you to be a medium between us. I pay a lawyer $15 an email to do that.  If he can not grow up and be a parent that is his problem and he can suffer the consequences.  Just b my friend be there for my child and let me be a parent and handle that stuff.  I was married to him not you.

There is a chance people will read this and realize I am talking about them, be mad and even stop being my friend or something but here it is.  I have severe anxiety, I have a lot of stress and I do not sleep.  I grind my teeth while awake to the point my jaw hurts.  I have a lot of  things going on.  I just want people to act like my friends and not be weird or try to make choices for me or argue stupid points like I am an idiot even though I am telling you yes I checked that and it wasn't there, yet you continue to question me like I am lying.  I think I know if I looked for something or not.

Sorry for the rant but today has been very stressful and I just do not want to deal with this stuff any more.